~Sabbathcat85

Isn't it weird that for a few days you feel down in the dumps, then you wake up one morning and say "Why the hell am I doing thing?" and you seem to be bursting at the seams with confidence in yourself?

That's what happened to me... I don't know why I was cutting myself down like that. It was stupid and I'm sorry you have to deal with me.

People also helped me with that today with out even realizing that they were helping me. In fourth mod, we had to do these interview like things and there was this boy I had to interview.
His name is Jesse.
I knew nothing about him except his name, that he dressed a certain way, and he was a smart ass some times.
Less than fifteen minutes later, I knew things I didn't know before about him and was able to make him laugh. He was a stranger to me in a way, and I could make him laugh. It felt GREAT.
I learned things about him that I would have never guessed.
This smart ass kid... he wants to go to a medical school and become a doctor. This kid I knew to goof off, etc... it was amazing to learn that.

I never talked to any one about it either. Though, I suppose I'm talking to you, aka this journal and who ever reads it, but you get the point.

Fantastic thing: I got EINSTEIN'S DREAMS
YES! *nerd* Its so... intriguing!

I also want to dye my hair... look at this color chart: [link]
I want #'s:
33
32P

*sigh* but there's a freakin' delemia with it. Not going into details about it though.

My cat is high on cat nip and is stalking my pizza crusts. O.o
My head hurts too... its been hurting for the past few hours


Omg omg omg omg omg omg.







idk.