~Sabbathcat85

I just feel like talking today, I don't know why, and its all random things that I want to talk about too.
Things like whats been bothering me, or just the fact that I want to tell people about my day(s).
To start with my blathering (yes, its a word. I actually had to look it up to make sure), lets start with recent events.
Yesterday, I went and picked out my pictures that were taken for my senior year. It wasn't just the senior portrait either, it was a bunch of different ones too. They weren't edited yet (like blemishes and other stuff taken out) but I'm going to have to sound vain for a second and say: Holy shit they're beautiful pictures. So we got that done, and after that, I went and hung out with Gabe at his house (of course, that was after Robbie and his brother got kicked out because Gabe's dad didn't have enough food) until 8:40-ish.
In brawl, I'm getting much better. It takes a couple matches for me to get up to par with it and actually do well, but once I do that... watch out. XD "EPIC HIPCHECK OF DOOM TO THE FACE!" Yeaaah... It was random and not planned, but Gabe was going to kill me if I didn't kill him first. I lost all the matches, but I didn't care.

Speaking of games, Crystal got me back into a game called Dark Cloud. I had that game for the longest time, and it was my sister's originally, but she never played it so I did. I got stuck in a limited zone where I played as one of the weakest characters at the time- Xiao. (Now she's one of my better characters because of her long ranged attacks.) I got back into it, and since I walked away from it for a couple years, I was able to beat that level. Crystal then helped me with a boss level (Dran is a bitch to beat). Then I got much farther than her. So far, I have 4 out of 6 characters in the game. Its an addicting game, and I recommend it. After I beat it, I'll take a break from that series, then get Dark Cloud 2 and see how it is.

There've been a few things bothering me. Some I can't talk about, others I can.
Most of what I can talk about are old things such as my mind set, trying to understand the world, trying to understand the actions of others... same old stuff that's been going through my mind since day one. I've noticed that most of these kinds of thoughts only come out when I'm on focus medicine - and I know why its like that. its because my mind is clearer and able to think more smoothly than when its fuzzy and ADD/ADHD filled.
I wish I could people could understand my way of thinking, but its jumbled and really doesn't make sense after reading it or hearing it. Neh, I've given up on trying to explain things.
I also wish I could freeze the world, then go up to every single person that I have even the slightest issue with and scream in there face all the things that bother me about them. I'd feel alot better. But I can't because people have feelings and mishear things and all that other shit.

I think I'm going to stop now and go do something else. Some thing more productive.